Tomorrow, hopefully some answers

I am so twisted inside as far as this appt. with the RE goes. I am really looking forward, actually eager to meet with him and discuss all my thoughts and opinions and to hear him out. On the flip side I am terrified to go, I am so afraid he is going to tell me something that will crush me. I have been holding onto a positive attitude for the past few days. My pain is back with a vengeance, and it is more annoying than ever. I know in my heart that something is not right and I am determined to find out what it is and what can be done. Hubby are going in to this visit united in our desire for answers and our desire to conceive a child.